I've been putting off for some time now, even thinking about it, sending my oldest to school. Well, I think the time has come? I've been seriously considering it a lot lately and am even going to see a school tomorrow. I've come to this decision for several reasons.
The first is for him, I think he needs the structure and I just don't have that in me right now. He also could use the direction from someone other than me or his father? I think the time away from us will make him excited to see us again and we will have so much to talk about.
The second, is my second son. I am really missing the one on one time with him. I feel that I've missed so many things with just him being that I am always with the both of them. I've just recently stopped nursing him and that time we had together alone is now gone.
Lastly, for me. For my peace of mind, my sanity, my self. I've spent almost everyday all day with my children since they were Born. Very few times have I even left them with family for a few hours. And my oldest has only been away from me overnight twice, once of which was when I had my second child.
There are many more reasons to list but I am happy with my thoughts so far, we shall see how tomorrow turns out? I may have a change of heart, after a visit? Getting a little emotional about it even now.
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